Battling thoughts that range from pathetic to understandable. It’s been a month since I saw my boyfriend and I miss him like crazy, especially now. But he’s mine to miss, and I have no shame in admitting it. I’m panicking because all these college decisions start coming in Friday through April 1st. Where am I going to end up? Am I going to be able to afford it? What am I going to do with my life? How am I going to get into med school? I can never seem to please anyone and it’s getting more and more unbearable to go to school and pretend that everyone is just a friendly face without an agenda.

Only a few things my mind is struggling with. Somehow, it feels endless.